:: Title Under Works :: (Part 1)

I really don’t want to talk about my emotions right now, mostly because I feel that I don’t have any. I’m sort of void on any emotion right now and not really sure why. What am I going to do though? I want to be creative, so I’m going to start writing some random-ass story that will probably make no sense, but you’re going to love it because I wrote it.

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Dylan jolted up from his bed, gulping for air and grasping at his neck as if to pull away anything that would be holding onto it. His bed was damp from his own cold sweat, and as he sat there, he stared at his door just to get a sense of his surroundings again. He wiped the sweat from his forehead and with a quick motion, pulled the dark sheets off his legs. His thoughts were racing as his nightmare played in his head, which to Dylan was a normality at nights.

He planted his feet on the cold wood flooring and pushed himself off his bed. He made the familiar trip to the bathroom, and when he arrived, grabbed a Dixie cup, filling it with water. He looked at his face in the mirror. He told himself, once again, that he looked liked shit; with blood shot eyes and the dark circles that remained fixed below them. His own skin seemed to lighten every night he made this trip, and by now, it was no longer a pale pink, but instead, an off-shot of white.

He pushed open the cabinet drawer, grabbing a small orange bottle. He struggled for a few seconds on the child-proof cap, but after finally opening, he dumped two small white pills onto his empty hand. With another very swift motion, he plopped the pills into his mouth and took a swig of water, swallowing the pills. He shut off the light as he left the bathroom, heading back towards his room. He crawled, one more, into his dark bed and pulling the covers over his body, he fell back into a deep sleep.

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I think that’s where I’m going to stop. I’m probably going to write more later, but as of now, I just want to play some Oblivion. Hope you enjoyed it.

++current mood: creative
++current music: The Mutterings of My Fan